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Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11:40 PM

Meet my new love~!! =DD

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Acer Aspire AZ5610~!! =DD

Yupps yupps. I bought it hours ago at IMM's Best Denki, at $1999 only. Windows 7, Quad processor, 4GB DDR3 RAM, 1TB harddisk, built-in LAN, Bluetooth, webcam and speakers, wireless keyboard and mouse, Full HD 23 inch TouchScreen, TV Tuner, it's mad awesome~!! =DD

Well actually, if you ask me about desktop, I don't really know them. As long as the processor, ram and harddisk is of my choice, I think it's good. I decided to buy this only after a night of decision making, only because it's way cheaper than the HP TouchSmart, but better than it way too much too~!!

I know, many will say Acer is way too much problem of the breakdowns. But I guess it's how one use it. For me, I'm not a gaming addict. At most, I'm gonna use it for Sims. [haha. Why play my PC when my Wii is way much better? hee hee.] Then I like it, cause the graphic card is good. It's good for doing photoshop, graphic design and even flash. More over, I'm super organised~!! haha. Don't see the link, but I am~!!

Folders after folders, file names all unique and named, desktop is super duper clean!! haha. I never like so many icons on my main page. I love it clean and neat. What for make so many shortcuts?! To you, it's for easier access, but to me, no no~!! The only icon available, is the Recycle Bin. =DD

So well, since I have so much faith in myself and itself, I really hope that it doesn't give me so much trouble in future~!! =DD It will only arrive next next Monday, which is 23rd of Nov' 09~!! Can't wait to play with it already. =DD

算命师说: " 你的命, 一生中会让你看起来有很多朋友, 但其实真心的没几个. 利用你, 背叛你, 出卖你的, 有很多. 身边的小人也不少. "

My only answer was, "Yeah, I guess so too." Too bad if you can't read chinese, get someone to translate to you. I sat on my bed and this whole chunk of words just keep repeating in my mind. I can't disagree how true this is.

When recalling, I was really someone, some friend my friends could lean on. I hate to be lonely. I don't know how to reject people. I'm afraid that my rejections will cause my friends to leave me. And because I was way too kind, a lot of things became so complicated that often leaves me to carry the whole burden alone.

When will this end, I don't know. Probably, it will never end ; as the fortune teller says, that it's destinated in my life. I really wish to find out the true lasting ones. And you may find me stupid or ridiculous saying that, when I have a bunch of cliques already.

But I can tell you, the most ridiculous thing isn't this. Is that when you find out the "friends" around you are entertaining you in different faces. =]

P.S :: Which is why, ending poly life is important to me. =]

When I say GV PEEPS are mad awesome,
I MEAN IT!! =DD

When I'm feeling down, I get their encouragements. When I'm feeling happy, they share the joy with me. When I'm feeling tired at work, we share workload together, and make the whole environment, a better place to work in. =]

A lot of people dread in the working place their are in. I do too, but it's only a little bit. Peak seasons = a lot a lot of people = a lot a lot of troubles. But as time goes by, my experiences has also build up. And I can really be confidence and proud to say, "I'VE CHANGED!!" =DD

More patience, more understandings, more politeness, a little more in everything of the better side. I still have flaws, and I'm eager to change them. I still lack in knowledge of a little bit of everything, but I'm willing to learn. But what I'm trying to remind myself here is,

"A better serving attitude, makes an additional patron happier that day. And even if they are unhappy, you did your very best already." =]

Thank you LayHuan, XinQi, XinYan and Ah Teck, for being my best pillars on my worst Monday. You guys makes me forget the feeling of being lonely. Thank you awesome people!! =DD

Monday, November 02, 2009 @ 9:45 PM

Updates``

Assignments Done. =]

So sorry for the late updates~!! I've been doing my assignments, which were already delayed. =[ But nevertheless, I did my best. Not forgetting to thank Maizurah for her help in my WAD Assignment. Thank you.

The picture on top was the cover / homepage of the flash website I was working on. Supposed to be a shopping website for organic vegetables ; but I guess it seems to look very childish hor? haha.

School has started for 3 weeks. My previous two weeks were dreadful. Actually, even up till now, it still is. No motivation to study, no interest in modules, no friends, no nothing. I just want to leave the place I call hell.

When I'm so used to a place [Golden Village] with teamwork, I can't get use to an environment where everyone is selfish, not caring, and simply work-with-those-only-beneficial. I get tired. When group work comes, I tried to participate, I tried to find members. All I get is hypocrite answers, or simply just show no concern at all. Much appreciated people.

If I can, I rather do it alone. Not that I doesn't want to mingle around, but these people are just too different. I would spend more effort, do my best and gain all the credit. Rather than fretting over who and who ain't partnering me and who and who is. I'm tired of all these. And sometimes, being alone makes me more comfortable.

Am I doing a right choice? I don't know. But whatever I know, is that I want to end school soon. It's time to really start being independant and be on task. When life is hard, I got to be stronger and tougher. Work harder and reach for greater success. *Sigh* Human Beings~ =[

Late Birthday Celebrations. =]

SeokMin, XiuWen, Sam & ME~!! =]

6th Birthday Cake of my 18th Birthday. haha.

Thanks babes, for celebrating my birthday!! haha. Hope you girls enjoyed the evening at my place. Sorry that I was too tired that day and didn't join much of the chatting and stuffs. But well, let's meet up for steamboat dinner or just dinner at my place soon!! And, ain't we suppose to plan for sleepover? haha. Cya girls soon. =DD

Laptop Cooler from ZK & Michelle~!! =DD

This is like the COOLEST birthday present ever?! haha. It's an awesome present from 2 awesome friends~!! Thank you so much. I love it. My laptop loves it too. haha. Well. My Poly life has got beautiful memories because of this two people. I really miss my Year One days, where we get to study and play together. And now in Year Two, I miss them even more. haha. Thanks guys, for the pressie. =DD

Waygu Beef Buffet with Mono~!!

Mono brought me to Yakiniku Daidomon some time back, and we went to eat Wagyu Beef~!! It's really worth the price of $150++ for 2 person, because the Wagyu Beef is MAD AWESOME~!! When food specialists used to descibe the beef that melts in your mouth, I never believe it. Until that day I tried it myself. It's so TENDER and it MELTS in your mouth~!! =DD

Well, the restaurant's selling point was the beef and to bbq it over the charcoal grill. But they also offer cooked food and sashimi to go along. Their salad bar was a tad too little variety, but the sauce were good and the veggies were fresh. Their cooked food were a bit junkie. Don't know if they classified them japanese food, but were good too.

My Appetizer. The thousand island sauce was something refreshing, rather than creamy. Sometimes, over-creamy sauce spoils your plate of fresh salad. =]

Cook Foods.

Some of the cook foods I love. The chicken curry. I love curry that are much more dry but kept a little bit moist. The pumkin croquette. Ajisen serves the same thing, but it's thinner and sweeter here. And in general comparison, I like this one more. And the main lead, fried chicken drums~!! Mad awesome!! Well seasoned, not too oily and very juicy~!! I ordered Tiger Beer on that day, and this was just the dish to go along!! LOVES. =DD

THE WAGYU BEEF~!! =DD

Look at the redness and marbled fats. They melts in your mouth instantly~!! =DD

Seafood Set.

They also has got the seafood set. Prawns, scallops, [big, fat] oysters and butter fish. I love butter fish. I'm not a fish lover, and can be very picky on fish. But the butter fish seems to be just the right kind, without the foul smell.

Well, that summarised my experience of going Daidomon. It's too expensive, but the food and service are worth the price. If one day I were to go back again, it must be of some really special occasion. haha.

And I got a new toy recently~!! The Wii Sports~!! Wahaha. Since it was having promotions in Jurong Point, Mono ask me if I'm still interested to get one, since I've been planning to buy. Usual price of $600+ or what, now sells at $349. After adding controllers and stuffs, $450+.

Tuuhhhdaaahhh~!! My new toy~!!

Been playing with it with Mono after we got it. It's really fun and interactive. You can really feel numbness after a few rounds of games, just like exercising. I'm gonna get the game call Mario Party 8 very soon~!! haha. It seems so fun and interesting. =DD

Well, that's all for the updates. I don't really want to sleep. Because the thought of waking up means to go school, makes me feel so sad. I really hate school. =[

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 1:10 AM

Happy16thMonths``

HAPPY 16TH MONTHSARY
MR. BONG~!! =DD

I'm always grateful to have Mr. Bong as my boyfriend. I might quarrel, argue and complaint how bad he treats me, but I love him a lot a lot still.

People says that love is blind, but I never think that way. I think love is acceptance. When I'm asked how my relationship last, I will say it's the feelings and the way we accept one another. We ain't perfect. None is. But when two people meet and fall in love, its fate. And we have got to accept the flaws, and make it into a better relationship. That's love, true love.

说谎伤害, 都是不安犯的错.
怕抱不紧什么.

Lyrics extracted from Angela Zhang's 不想懂得. I heard the song once again, but this two lines set a deep impression in my mind. Many times after Mr. Bong and I quarreled, I will SMS him words of anger, just to make him angry. And actually all the time, it's all lies. Lies to make him worried. Lies to make him care more about me. Lies to make my presense and wishlist sounds. Lies that vent out my anger.

I just wish that somehow I must mature as this relationship grows. It's hard to find someone who is willing to be there to take care of you, share life moments with you, and make you someone special. So Mr. Bong, thank you for being my boyfriend. I love you. Happy 16th Monthsary. =DD


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Windows 7, Quad processor, 4GB DDR3 RAM, 1TB harddisk, built-in LAN, Bluetooth, webcam and speakers, wireless keyboard and mouse, Full HD 23 inch TouchScreen, TV Tuner,** it's mad awesome~!! =DD Well actually, if you ask me about desktop, I don't really know them. As long as the processor, ram and harddisk is of my choice, I think it's good. I decided to buy this only after a night of decision making, only because it's way cheaper than the HP TouchSmart, but better than it way too much too~!! I know, many will say Acer is way too much problem of the breakdowns. But I guess it's how one use it. For me, *I'm not a gaming addict.* At most, I'm gonna use it for Sims. [haha. Why play my PC when my Wii is way much better? hee hee.] Then I like it, cause the graphic card is good. It's good for doing photoshop, graphic design and even flash. More over, I'm super organised~!! haha. Don't see the link, but I am~!! Folders after folders, file names all unique and named, desktop is super duper clean!! haha. I never like so many icons on my main page. I love it clean and neat. What for make so many shortcuts?! To you, it's for easier access, but to me, no no~!! The only icon available, is the Recycle Bin. =DD So well, since I have so much faith in myself and itself, I really hope that it doesn't give me so much trouble in future~!! =DD It will only arrive next next Monday, which is 23rd of Nov' 09~!! Can't wait to play with it already. =DD 算命师说: " 你的命, 一生中会让你看起来有很多朋友, 但其实真心的没几个. 利用你, 背叛你, 出卖你的, 有很多. 身边的小人也不少. " My only answer was, "Yeah, I guess so too." Too bad if you can't read chinese, get someone to translate to you. I sat on my bed and this whole chunk of words just keep repeating in my mind. I can't disagree how true this is. When recalling, I was really someone, some friend my friends could lean on. I hate to be lonely. I don't know how to reject people. I'm afraid that my rejections will cause my friends to leave me. And because I was way too kind, a lot of things became so complicated that often leaves me to carry the whole burden alone. When will this end, I don't know. Probably, it will never end ; as the fortune teller says, that it's destinated in my life. I really wish to find out the true lasting ones. And you may find me stupid or ridiculous saying that, when I have a bunch of cliques already. But I can tell you, the most ridiculous thing isn't this. Is that when you find out the "friends" around you are entertaining you in different faces. =] P.S :: Which is why, ending poly life is important to me. =] When I say GV PEEPS are mad awesome, I MEAN IT!! =DD When I'm feeling down, I get their encouragements. When I'm feeling happy, they share the joy with me. When I'm feeling tired at work, we share workload together, and make the whole environment, a better place to work in. =] A lot of people dread in the working place their are in. I do too, but it's only a little bit. Peak seasons = a lot a lot of people = a lot a lot of troubles. But as time goes by, my experiences has also build up. And I can really be confidence and proud to say, "I'VE CHANGED!!" =DD More patience, more understandings, more politeness, a little more in everything of the better side. I still have flaws, and I'm eager to change them. I still lack in knowledge of a little bit of everything, but I'm willing to learn. But what I'm trying to remind myself here is, "A better serving attitude, makes an additional patron happier that day. And even if they are unhappy, you did your very best already." =] Thank you LayHuan, XinQi, XinYan and Ah Teck, for being my best pillars on my *worst Monday.* You guys makes me forget the feeling of being lonely. Thank you awesome people!! =DD Monday, November 02, 2009 @ 9:45 PM Updates`` Assignments Done. =] So sorry for the late updates~!! I've been doing my assignments, which were already delayed. =[ But nevertheless, I did my best. Not forgetting to thank Maizurah for her help in my WAD Assignment. Thank you. The picture on top was the cover / homepage of the flash website I was working on. Supposed to be a shopping website for organic vegetables ; but I guess it seems to look very childish hor? haha. School has started for 3 weeks. My previous two weeks were dreadful. Actually, even up till now, it still is. No motivation to study, no interest in modules, no friends, no nothing. I just want to leave the place I call hell. When I'm so used to a place [Golden Village] with teamwork, I can't get use to an environment where everyone is selfish, not caring, and simply work-with-those-only-beneficial. I get tired. When group work comes, I tried to participate, I tried to find members. All I get is hypocrite answers, or simply just show no concern at all. Much appreciated people. If I can, I rather do it alone. Not that I doesn't want to mingle around, but these people are just too different. I would spend more effort, do my best and gain all the credit. Rather than fretting over who and who ain't partnering me and who and who is. I'm tired of all these. And sometimes, being alone makes me more comfortable. Am I doing a right choice? I don't know. But whatever I know, is that I want to end school soon. It's time to really start being independant and be on task. When life is hard, I got to be stronger and tougher. Work harder and reach for greater success. Sigh Human Beings~ =[ Late Birthday Celebrations. =] SeokMin, XiuWen, Sam & ME~!! =] 6th Birthday Cake of my 18th Birthday. haha. Thanks babes, for celebrating my birthday!! haha. Hope you girls enjoyed the evening at my place. Sorry that I was too tired that day and didn't join much of the chatting and stuffs. But well, let's meet up for steamboat dinner or just dinner at my place soon!! And, ain't we suppose to plan for sleepover? haha. Cya girls soon. =DD Laptop Cooler from ZK & Michelle~!! =DD This is like the COOLEST birthday present ever?! haha. It's an awesome present from 2 awesome friends~!! Thank you so much. I love it. My laptop loves it too. haha. Well. My Poly life has got beautiful memories because of this two people. I really miss my Year One days, where we get to study and play together. And now in Year Two, I miss them even more. haha. Thanks guys, for the pressie. =DD Waygu Beef Buffet with Mono~!! Mono brought me to Yakiniku Daidomon some time back, and we went to eat Wagyu Beef~!! It's really worth the price of $150++ for 2 person, because the Wagyu Beef is MAD AWESOME~!! When food specialists used to descibe the beef that melts in your mouth, I never believe it. Until that day I tried it myself. It's so TENDER and it MELTS in your mouth~!! =DD Well, the restaurant's selling point was the beef and to bbq it over the charcoal grill. But they also offer cooked food and sashimi to go along. Their salad bar was a tad too little variety, but the sauce were good and the veggies were fresh. Their cooked food were a bit junkie. Don't know if they classified them japanese food, but were good too. My Appetizer. The thousand island sauce was something refreshing, rather than creamy. Sometimes, over-creamy sauce spoils your plate of fresh salad. =] Cook Foods. Some of the cook foods I love. The chicken curry. I love curry that are much more dry but kept a little bit moist. The pumkin croquette. Ajisen serves the same thing, but it's thinner and sweeter here. And in general comparison, I like this one more. And the main lead, fried chicken drums~!! Mad awesome!! Well seasoned, not too oily and very juicy~!! I ordered Tiger Beer on that day, and this was just the dish to go along!! LOVES. =DD THE WAGYU BEEF~!! =DD Look at the redness and marbled fats. They melts in your mouth instantly~!! =DD Seafood Set. They also has got the seafood set. Prawns, scallops, [big, fat] oysters and butter fish. I love butter fish. I'm not a fish lover, and can be very picky on fish. But the butter fish seems to be just the right kind, without the foul smell. Well, that summarised my experience of going Daidomon. It's too expensive, but the food and service are worth the price. If one day I were to go back again, it must be of some really special occasion. haha. And I got a new toy recently~!! The Wii Sports~!! Wahaha. Since it was having promotions in Jurong Point, Mono ask me if I'm still interested to get one, since I've been planning to buy. Usual price of $600+ or what, now sells at $349. After adding controllers and stuffs, $450+. Tuuhhhdaaahhh~!! My new toy~!! Been playing with it with Mono after we got it. It's really fun and interactive. You can really feel numbness after a few rounds of games, just like exercising. I'm gonna get the game call Mario Party 8 very soon~!! haha. It seems so fun and interesting. =DD Well, that's all for the updates. I don't really want to sleep. Because the thought of waking up means to go school, makes me feel so sad. I really hate school. =[ Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 1:10 AM Happy16thMonths`` HAPPY 16TH MONTHSARY MR. BONG~!! =DD I'm always grateful to have Mr. Bong as my boyfriend. I might quarrel, argue and complaint how bad he treats me, but I love him a lot a lot still. People says that love is blind, but I never think that way. I think love is acceptance. When I'm asked how my relationship last, I will say it's the feelings and the way we accept one another. We ain't perfect. None is. But when two people meet and fall in love, its fate. And we have got to accept the flaws, and make it into a better relationship. That's love, true love. 说谎伤害, 都是不安犯的错. 怕抱不紧什么. Lyrics extracted from Angela Zhang's 不想懂得. I heard the song once again, but this two lines set a deep impression in my mind. Many times after Mr. Bong and I quarreled, I will SMS him words of anger, just to make him angry. And actually all the time, it's all lies. Lies to make him worried. Lies to make him care more about me. Lies to make my presense and wishlist sounds. Lies that vent out my anger. I just wish that somehow I must mature as this relationship grows. It's hard to find someone who is willing to be there to take care of you, share life moments with you, and make you someone special. So Mr. Bong, thank you for being my boyfriend. I love you. Happy 16th Monthsary. =DD